Self Sabotage

I've heard that this can happen to some people when they are getting healthy, but never thought it would be me! Last week I was bound to break through my biggest goal and hurdle I'll ever face. I have never broken that goal! I have not weighed less than that since we got married. I was excited. Everyday I'd tell myself that when I got home from work I would work out, but somehow I didn't. I also ate whatever I felt like. UG!

So, I was not surprised when I weighed yesterday and saw a +3. Now I'm just trying to figure out how to avoid the self sabotage so I CAN break that barrier. I don't know why the possibility of having that success freaked me out enough to go in reverse?! It's weird. So, now I'm 7.5 pounds away from that barrier instead of 4.5. It looks like another two weeks....man I'm upset with myself, it could have been yesterday!

Well, back on track. AND I'm off all week, so I hope to make every minute count!